Hello again
Posted: Sat Mar 13, 2010 9:06 pm
Hey guys,
I know I've been out for quite some time. And I know many of you have seem me post on DP as well, and probably wondering where the heck I was at.
To be honest, I can't give an answer. For some reason, I just didn't frequent the site.
For this, I apologize.
Lately, even while I post on DP, I am not feeling well. Not only health wise, but emotionally and a tad spiritually. But mostly emotionally.
Work has been going down the crapper. Lousy hours, which means lower pay. Yet I continue to waste money...just today I picked up 9 PS3 games. Cheap of course, but still, it's money I could have saved.
And for some reason, I can't control myself. I see something cheap, and I have to get it. I all of us love cheap games, but it's hard for me to actually not purchase something, even though I try. It's as though it's subconscious and I don't realize it.
Feeling like this..horrible, mad, sad, with morbid thoughts...it's just overwhelming to say the least. I try to think positive thoughts, but no dice.
I know this has no place on a video game forum, or any forum for that matter. But I just had to express myself for some reason.
Again I deeply apologize for not frequenting the boards. Specially to Ter, who has even left me as a moderator after all this time. Makes me feel even worse, since I did not even do my duties and/or helped out.
I'm sorry for everthing. I hope everyone is well.
Josh
I know I've been out for quite some time. And I know many of you have seem me post on DP as well, and probably wondering where the heck I was at.
To be honest, I can't give an answer. For some reason, I just didn't frequent the site.
For this, I apologize.
Lately, even while I post on DP, I am not feeling well. Not only health wise, but emotionally and a tad spiritually. But mostly emotionally.
Work has been going down the crapper. Lousy hours, which means lower pay. Yet I continue to waste money...just today I picked up 9 PS3 games. Cheap of course, but still, it's money I could have saved.
And for some reason, I can't control myself. I see something cheap, and I have to get it. I all of us love cheap games, but it's hard for me to actually not purchase something, even though I try. It's as though it's subconscious and I don't realize it.
Feeling like this..horrible, mad, sad, with morbid thoughts...it's just overwhelming to say the least. I try to think positive thoughts, but no dice.
I know this has no place on a video game forum, or any forum for that matter. But I just had to express myself for some reason.
Again I deeply apologize for not frequenting the boards. Specially to Ter, who has even left me as a moderator after all this time. Makes me feel even worse, since I did not even do my duties and/or helped out.
I'm sorry for everthing. I hope everyone is well.
Josh